Someone told me not to cry

I know I,
I’m bound to stay,
In the ocean of tears,
That i will never fear.

I know I,
I’m destined to run,
In the glimmering lights,
Of dark tracks & selves.

I know I,
I’m programed to stay,
At the childhood carpet,
In the system of dawn,
With the moon sun of life.

I don’t know I,
Which pencil to choose,
To carve our names
To stay in trees, castles,
Chambers of lost feelings, dreams.

I don’t know I,
Ways of heaven and hell,
I can’t even choose what to eat,
Ways to roll at each lap.


I don’t know I,
Where grandma went,
When she’s still opening doors,
Every night all the same clouds.


I know, I’m at the sea,
The usual one,
I know I’m the route,
The usual one,
I don’t know where to find them
The usual ones,
When I’m east to find,
At the usual one,
Something filled up my heart with nothing,
Someone told me not to cry.