Zypher

I killed my brother,
Once i prayed at spring,
I never gave hope for myself,
To ever believe in me,
I pray because I’m agnostic.

I’m sorry my brother,
You were never a victim of fate,
Nor us,
Nor them,
I’m sorry for all the pain you’ve taken,
Just because you’re you,
I’m sorry for praying,
Because i wanna run from you,
I run from you,
I run from you,
I’m sorry she left,
The first time she saw you,
I’m so sorry she left, my heart,
You were real,
I’m sorry they left,
They never liked you,
You were real my dear.

It was the city that needed burning,
And all the other cities too,
Except the ones you saw,
That no one ever could,
We’ll blame it on dead,
We’ll blame it on the sun,
You always woke up every morning,
For a thousand years,
You always woke up and weard your skin on,
And it never showed up,
You were left on track,
Skinless on the track,
And and the world that needs burning,
Kept moving in circles,
I ran in circles too,
With the world,
Without you.

Take my hand,
With you on the ground,
So we can never wait for fate again,
Screw it all,
The dusty kingdoms,
The heavenly calls,
The empires of gold.

What a waste of life,
I kept running into what i never thought of,
And i kept stumbling into absolute beauty,
What a waste of life,
Without your eyes,
Brother,
Let’s leave our eyes,
Our legs hate us,
Take me away brother,
As i took you away all this lifetime,
Tear me away , from this fight,
Because now i know who i am,
I’m the one who tries,
Not do , not not does,
I’m inhumanly who tries.

If i died,
Don’t cry on me,
Cry on the room i left behind,
Who did cry on you my eyes??
How did you fall asleep alone?
And beard waiting for another sun?
Another us?
Alone,
All along.

I’m incapable of being human,
Without u
I’m incapable of being inhuman
Because I’ll never be like u
I’m sorry i choked u
In this bubbly world womb,
Come back and wear my skin
Wear me out
Wear me in
I’ve reached a limit
I can’t run further it
I want break my heartbeats further more
I can’t even fathom it.

I can’t pray today
If its for me
In eternity’s river
I don’t want me
I never swam
He never swam
He just spit at them up the tree
I stood beneath
I’m agnostic because i prayed without my brother.