I felt my heart inside a dream
Two beats at a time
One to go
And one to slide
A long break between every skip
As if blood entered a void
And was guessing if to stay
Maybe it didn’t find a heart
Maybe i kept it somewhere
Although i was going to leave my home
And took the letters with me
The sea shelves , the pomegranate
The broken ones too
But I’m not broken
I splashed the scent
She loved
On the void between my chest
Because maybe it was left with her
And she could smell it in the dawn
As i leave before others wake up
As i leave with my bag , full of my drawer
As i hope that i could once again
Feel that I’m not doing enough
Feel that I’m not guilty enough
I wish i was feeling late enough
It was only late for me
I always felt that I’ve seen it all
Everything
Everything was late for
And I’ve always felt that I’m in the end of the tunnel
I’ve seen it all
I’ve felt it all
I craved more
Yet that was it
And before i open the door
A cold breeze came from below
Telling me there’s always more
Always more , more , more
Before i reach home
I wonder how long
Till i belong
To god to long
And something to fill the spaces
Something out of my mind
Because maybe it will be far
The house where i figure out my mind at
Maybe the people running uphill to me
Will only be stuck in my dreams
Where I let myself down
To bring them to life
They only wanted to be alive
I thought i don’t know how
But I’m just too let down to feel someone by my side
That could understand
That could see them
Because my heart was lost inside a dream
Two beats at a time
And I’ve seen it all
Enough of this world yet but
Also the other one , it hurts
It hurts
It hurts
God please forgive me for not growing wings
But trees over my back
So i could let everyone eat sceneries
But not stories
From my eyes
I’ve seen
When when when
When will i ever see , seen
zaki monzer 