I’m trying to answer just one question , not what’s one’s worth , but how would you see one’s worth ?
In our rotten time mean world one’s worth is viewed as fame , while it’s basically clear that this is all bullshit and nonsense all what all these people are doing ,
And i know each one has a world on their own ,
And i know few show it ,
But on this stage where its all people doing stuff , winning stuff , the stupid “succeeding” , going placing , viewing stuff , all kinds of stuff and then sharing it , its easy to see a hundred thousand of ways someone might be living a worthwhile arc in his life , but is it ?
And I’m not trying to guess who is happy and who isn’t and whatever , I’m digging in the “worth” , the inside stories , the untold lands , the people who might not need billions to know them , yet they live sth that is more worthy than it all , with only them ,
Moreover I’ve always thought that , knowing certain kind of people , living with only them sth , for a brief time and a cozy space , while their memories will only pass the winds of age , is just enough , because , after a thousand year , who’s gonna care ? Remember ? See all your glories ? Who’s gonna care who came first in the race or second ? Who’s gonna care who won the world cup this year and who played in the streets ? Who’s gonna care who painted sth views by millions and who painted something in his own room for himself ?
Where were you when god created the cosmos ?
Where will you be when it ends ?
No one ,
All those moments will be lost in time ,
i might tell you ok , go make it worthy , enjoy it , because its all that matters , but , a huge but ,
There’s two other stuff ,
One that your own world is worthy ,
You see you might go on a walk and imagine greatly dreams and people and sky diving fantasies ,
You lived you mattered ,
You might live and write and paint and view a world of your own with your people, it will only matter and you will matter to them , and they mught be even right close ones too!
What if u lived a story for a thousand year ? Imagine the seas and mountains , the faces you loved, the rainy winds you touched , the mornings you ran….
, it might be worthy than all the other stuff , the no meaning , the no direction , most humans are getting at , the second thing is : god , god sees , god knows the worth of whatever you go through if it has sth to do with you , if it touches your heart , if it makes u alive , he told us he created us to worship him , not in the way of prayer but in the way of graciousness and living an own thing , for him , life has no meaning , but for him , if you ran(metaphor for anythinh you’d do) , without anything , just happily , for him , that’s تسبيح , if you learn , dive , feel , for a cause to him , with knowing u won’t last , nothing and no one will , but him , the carrier and barrier , then it’s worthy right ? He’s not an egoistic god that wants everything for him , he’s beyond ego that wants your soul to know thyself , to be the song in the fire , the man between the sea , the man beneath the darkest sea , the man in the cave , the man in the well , the man at the shore building a ship , the man under the tree , having nowhere to flee , the one who sees the sun over the edge of the horizon , when the prophet had a year without any message god reminded him first of two things of why he wasn’t alone , why blessings flew , the forenoon , and the peacefull night , that he didn’t forsaken him not he was displeased , and that he’llget you there , just do good , speak good , flow with gracious, to be present , to be here , to be for god , is to be worthy , even for two thousand years , alone , without people , without medals , without the so called victories and empty happiness(es) , you matter kid , you’ll be fine
zaki monzer 