Praying

U know very few can bare the silence,
And that’s for a reason,
A reason to die and live,
In the silent unknown we suffer and in the silent unknown we find answers,
And in the answers we lose ourselves,

Nobody wants to lose himself ,
For the greater flow,
We all wanna let ourselves lose to the sharp edges of water mirrors,
To the things we thing is there,
But won’t ever be,
No one wanna be no one,
And everyone wanna become the one,
And the one of human self doesn’t exist,
And maybe he will in the shouts and screams and choas that won’t be ever heard,
Not by the stars , nor the trees , not even the ants.

U know i can’t handle praying so i cry,
Whenever i feel I’m being good , redemptive, i cry all day,
Praying takes courage and praying ain’t something that weak people do ,
Like love , ain’t something like weak humans me and you could handle ,
And to search for another resolve i don’t think I’ll reach one ,
I’ll just love because that’s all i can do ,
I’ll stay lost because that’s all i am and can be ,
I’ll cry always because there’s no other answer,
Try , Submit yourself to the tears in an aching heart , loving tears , lost dreams , and to an only one , god , beyond what we can fathom to understand of compassion and hugs..