It saddens me that i wanna read a thousand books ,
Watch a thousand shows ,
Know and be with a thousand people ,
Live a thousand thing , tens of sports , of arts , of stuff to do ,
Thousand of places to visit and to live a thousand story at ,
To live all the possible ways to feel the beauty and tragedy of our existence ,
A thousand ways to be ,
And yet I’m here ,
Seeing them all while being nothing ,
And it occurs to me that this life ain’t mine but somebody else has drew this path for me ,
And no matter what i do I’ll always drift with it ,
I can never drift apart to all these worlds i just can watch them pass by ,
And i wanna swim ,
I’ve watched the sea my entire life ,
Many stories by the sea , above it ,
Many wonders below it ,
And yet I’m there at the shore , standing by ,
No matter how many times and years that pass by ,
I’m always standing , alone , watching ,
And it will always pass ,
I know I’ll be here for some time and that even if i won’t make any difference in the shades of blue of the sea ,
The static of blue of it ,
I will be glad that my image for sometime will be reflected on it’s surface , that i saw it ,
That i loved it ,
I loved many things ,
Many worlds and many people ,
And as they will always pass ,
And I’ll always pass ,
The sea will stay , forever ,
The sea stays ,
The sea remembers ,
I’ll hold it in my heart that will no longer exist in some time ,
But my love for it , for everything , for everyone , will always stay ,
Maybe i catch a glimpse sometimes of where i belong ,
To the shore ,
Of the passing sea , into eternity..
zaki monzer 