It’s been long since I’m dreaming about people I’ve never seen before with traits I’m longing to find in this world ,
Each one of them with a story and a world , each one in a higher state , each one of them I’ve hugged and i felt like I’ve known them for a thousand years ,
And i wake up longing for any one of them ,
I still , to this day , despite everything , despite the darkness in my soul and the darkness of my existence , i still find hope I’ll meet them , all of them , in this lifetime , someday somehow , in a grand marveling story beyond ourselves , out of here
I still never gave up on my kingdom of dirt , hehe
Of skinny weird sarcastic people ,
And i hope that in that higher plane in our sleep ,
We made a vow to meet again ,
To find each other in order to be found ,
To not be lost alone ,
To be lost together in this uncertain dash of the universe ,
And whenever i go to dream there again ,
I’ll tell them to see me ,
So they can know where to meet me ,
In their teary nights and windy runs ,
In a place in a box in a bubbly world ,
In a bubbly world trapped in one persona’s mind ,
And god if you can open a doorway for us , then please do ,
Because a path walked alone is fine ,
But a path walked with your people is heaven on earth , leading to heaven to you ,
I’ll bet god , I’ll bet in it in a billion of possibilities , with love and imagination , z.
zaki monzer 