I’m tired ,
Of myself ,
And of you ,
And your bullshit that you show
And all the bullshit that i don’t show
Because at least i know it’s not me
And i know that heaven is where i don’t belong
Because i don’t belong to me
And if i ever wanted to run away
And if there js any reason to run away
Its from myself
And all i am
And all i was
And all i will be
And all i could’ve been
And all i couldn’t be
I run ,
To tears and blood ,
To things i want to feel to feel real ,
To real things that don’t exist ,
To existence i can’t see ,
To a vision i can’t reach .
I run away from my dreams,
And fevers and fears,
And screams of a man under a sun,
And screams of a kid that got none..
God take me away so i can be not myself
With no reasons to hide
In this ocean of life
In this ocean of tears
In this ocean of mind
And i know i have a book to fullfill
And i know I’m scared to drive
Between the lines and between the rhymes
And i know i can’t write
Because my hands ain’t even mine
And mind ain’t even right
And my high is so low
And my low is so light
And my light is so faded
In an illusion like a kite
I wanted to fly
All i wanted to fly
My dream was to fly
My dream flew out of sight
zaki monzer 