My shadows seems to fade to the dark ,
Maybe I’m the reason ,
Maybe I didn’t try ,
But i wanna be ,
With every inch or cell or spit on my body i wanna be ,
You know god I’d bleed for it ,
But i don’t know the way , myself , and the way out of myself ,
The worlds seems to fade too ,
And i pray to you to drive it back ,
Because i promised that kid to go crush the ball and the game ,
And he screamed at me without opening his mouth ,
Without saying a word ,
But i keep hoping that there’s a story to my story ,
Somewhere somehow sometime out there ,
Over there , which i can’t know yet ,
And even though it’s a ghostly clear despair ,
I still hope you could clear the way , out of myself , out of all of this .
God i wanna be .
On a summer night that kid jumped up ,
He thought that not the earth could hold him ,
And i don’t know anything ,
I don’t own anything ,
But my admiration for you and for him ..
Even though i left it back there a long time ago ,
And i still look back there whenever I’m blue ,
And even though I’m still as lost as ever ,
You’re teaching me the true meaning of going back again to that endless light i should endlessly run to .
I wanna be ,
Knowingly why I’m here ,
Knowingly who i am ,
As i blow with the wind with all my fears ,
I wanna be ,
Existing like i used to be ,
Like i should be ,
Since my name was written in the beginning of eternity,
I wanna be forever ,
God ,
Born in the star of dreams ,
I wanna be ,
For that kid ,
Larger than life has tried to ever be .
zaki monzer 