I want to grow
Not evolve , transcend , become , big , small , strong , flower , bloom , but grow
And I’m so late now
But he’s still waiting
And i know i let you down tonight my dear
And i know i let you down every single night
But I’m still learning what it means , to be human to be a man
To not return crying at the end of the day as best as i can
To reach the world the kid is still holding on at
To welcome him , not me , but us , the us not discovered yet
Maybe will never be
Maybe sad..
But we sat by the river
And oh joyful apes we were at
For whoever inside us messes with us
Joyful madmen
What weird constellation we met
i know I’m not here or there
Atleast i dont ever wanna be
I know i love whoever isn’t here or there
Atleast they don’t ever wanna be
Wanna be anything but a somebody
Of flesh and blood and wasted youth yet to get
Maybe they wanna be born on the stars of dreams too
And if I’m going there
I’m doubting the place and then and i
I’m doubting the existence in which i did try
Everybody wanna be something
Even if nothing to be at all
But i wanna grow
Larger than life
Larger than life could could
Up the wind and over the clouds
Over the needs of peoples life mouse
Over the horizon
Over the edge
The edgerunners maybe
Maybe I’m running to see the edge and the core
For once and for most
All that matters
All thats left
And that i own
I am and i saw
I seek and i roam
Is growing to the kid
To the kid we belong
zaki monzer 