23

In these fractions of existence,

Where do i stand ?
Where in this abyss do i stand ?
While solving the abyss of where “i” stands for..

Everyone keeps talking about the spring of tomorrow,
But i find myself not fit into it,
Heck i find myself not fit into everything not even me ,
And if there’s a place ,
Larger than the abyss
Outer of it
Outer of me
Outer of what i can even see
I’ll crave my way into it.

I’ll keep smiling but for how long ?
It’s been 23 now and i just can’t see my way out of 24 ,
And i feel I’ll never see it ,
It’s a short long then ,
So we’ll have some joy a little more..

I wanna be
I wanna crave
I wanna see
Something more , outer , inner , larger , greater , kinder, lighter ,
I wanna be , god i do wanna go,
Reborn
Good
Kind

And since i made the promise for that little kid ,
To crush it all ,
And since the times have swallowed me ,
As much as i gazed into it ,
And since i dreamed to fly;
And since that dream flied..
I’ll fly into it

And god has taught me the meaning of eternity,
And I’m still not grasping it,
And I’m still far away from harvesting it ,
And the soil will turn on ,
Will i turn on into the soil i am ?
Will i ash over the sun ,
That always stayed in our hearts ,
If that kid i bet on is hearing me ,
Will you bet on me ?
Will god be seeing us smiling ?

And a wish whispers tn a morning dawn ,
After a midnight,
Over a window far away,
In sands , and sea , and wind , and leaves ,
In tears ,
In you ,
And me ,
And me want to ride blowing wind
And me wanna be

I wanna be born on the stars of dreams .

Alhamd le allah ❤