1/3 of your life is sleeping
1/3 is in sub consciousness
As for me its like wandering in some other higher dimension
Only to wake up everyday and say to myself , do I have to go there and live that life again ? Every morning ? That physical manifestation we call reality ?
I was watching an anime and in their dreams consisted a point that’s the center of their consciousness
I wondered what’s mine , so I guess it’s multidimensional buildings I keep experiencing in my dreams , where I meet many new people in ..
And as I drive back , as anyone else , back here , and I have to deal with everyone , all these obstacles , and days , I keep saying all day I need to carry that weight , only in day time
At the early morning im not even myself and at night I wonder who I even am
And as im flowing , surviving , struggling through life , I get distracted by many things , like we all got sth that might define us or ease the pain , but many other days I doesn’t .
So here my only escape , or I guess salvation , hope light… whatever is going back , thinking , feeling , or reminding myself in my inner world , the dreams I had , the visions I saw , the people ive been with , and the stories I lived inside , the puzzles I’ve gathered from what I like in the world to build my own
And as I’m trying to understand human behavior and nature the more and more im getting to realize that we’re just mirrors who are carrying our inner world which every single on of us got , due to his interpretation of the world and the way he act uppon it , recieve it , and the energy he emmites.
Each one is carrying it as if it’s eden and he wants to apply it to all humanity , and he gets mad if the way things flaw doesn’t match it so there’s no certain happiness weaving near , we’re carrying our inner world but that’s all we are , we ain’t nothing but them and we reflect them as we go by , and in the end of the day if you lost it , your deep self , even if it’s shit , that’s it your done , and if you try to force it in this third dimension you’re shit too , and if you try to think that all of it came from this dimension and no other one exist, ugh just go get yourself another self , another illusion as the one you have .
We’re just a dream
It all is
Life’s
“I dream . sometimes I think that’s the only right thing to do”
zaki monzer 
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