We used to play virtual yugioh when we were 7 years old
The writer of the series died this year , he drowned after saving a girl
My old friend that i used to play with left social media
The people i used to watch with in my neighborhood now i only know there names .
And my other friend told me today his story , of how the girl he loved died , and how he can’t move on anymore.
I dont know what to do if something like that happened , i can’t handle someone i love dying, even young .
But then i remember everyone i loved died , they went away , so what does it matter , we mught probably never talk or see each other again , I’ll cry now and I’ll cry when they leave this world , so they’re dead , they passed through time and space already .
And some people left stories behind,
Kentaru muira did , so is he dead ? He changed my life
He taught me how to struggle even when i dont know how
Even if i dont know how to move on , to find a place , someone , something that’s worth living/dying for , he taught how to just keep moving forward
There’s a video of the same title , i cried my soul out when watching it , because , you feel you’re alone , but the only place to ever exist when youre not alone is when you struggle..
If i died now , I’m glad of the life i lived , i lived a great life , i lived marvelous memories that no one will know or remember and theyre gonna be burried with me , but i will be satified and I’ll be glad for everything i saw and went through , or maybe it went through me
Maybe this is a dream and we’re fragments
Maybe i only wish that i don’t feel the track of time in this dream
Maybe i want to meet with the ones who are alive when we wake up ,
Maybe I’ll thank them for feeling their struggle pushing me forward , or hug them
Maybe I’ll never meet some
And eveyone that i left is alive
zaki monzer 