Once i met a young child , around 3 years old
he still wasn’t able to speak or get any form of comprehensible little words out of his mouth
I used to say why doesn’t his parents take him and check his issue
And i weren’t happy with the way his family was treating and educating him , like all they do around him was laugh and say some slangs and phrases with no meaning , and he’s just there happy all the time and smiling all the time and he just runs and shouts ATATATATATATATAWIWIWIWIWIWI.
Until im no longer bothering to think in this helpless situation.
I was young
I didnt know the meaning of anything and I’d just go on and stress about whats the meaning of this and whats the value of life and why are we here and whats my goal here and blablabla
I used to see alot of signs and numbers that are completely random and completely repetitive everyday
I’d go on and search on the internet and books and ask people and on every place just to know what these signs might be . like they even get with me whenever i’m just thinking about certain issues with me , and like really whats the meaning ? What should i do ?
On and on , i met many children too , i love children , but the thing is there’s many of who i love that just keep asking and asking.
I mean that’s great a kid should be curious ,
And there’s some who just point on everything and just ask what is this and what is that and what is that and who is he and so on…
And we as much as their parents just go on and tell them : this is a wall this is red that is an uncle this is a lion and so on and on , like we’re preparing them for the later stages of life and knowing everything .
just labeling anything ,
And on and on , a child would grow up and keep labelling within labels and we’re gonna live happily as we do in this fucking full labelled full society filled with limitations and people just trying to limitate their minds and abilities in a limited place , im kidding we don’t.
We go on and learn that the entire universe is made of cellsand particles and everything does and its all 99% space and that we’re living in a fucking water ball floating in space and there’s sth called gravity keeping us on it as it’s keeping the entire cosomos , and we’ll just continue on living our lives normally , as if this isn’t all just nonsense and doesn’t make any fucking sense , but this is a wall and this is red and this is a lion and this is a cell…
And you must keep asking until youre either an ignorant who doesn’t think or live in this bubbly world fully consumed or you keep on until you reach some existential questions that doesn’t have any certain meaning.
The thing is i do
questioned alot and reached what’s the meaning of life , and whats my goal in it and why I’m here .
known what’s the meaning of success and and what u need to do
Do you know what it is ?
Fucking nothing .
We don’t need to do anything
You all as much as an extraordinary phenomenon in nature as everything else.
We go on and think were on some way of success or a journey but we missed the point that this is all a play .
We just have to be alive.
Simple clear as crystal and obvious .
We don’t have to be anything or achieve anything beyond ourselves.
I don’t do anything nor I’m in any certain condition, i live and i breath , when i breath and feel a nice breeze im happy , the most of happy , and that enough to call success.
I don’t have any specific hobby, i like to walk on grass and wander through stuff and i watch life as it passes by.
We only get a small specks of time to understand that all of this doesn’t make any sense so you only got to be kind , to not question and to laugh.
Now i just ignore the question , whenever someone asks me
How are you ?
What are you doing ?
As if i should be doing anything as if life isn’t being here in the moment.
And whenever i see daily the same signs i always do i laugh , i laugh in public and loudly , this is just hilarious and i just think that the universe is really sarcastic , and there’s only one meaning and all i can do about it is laugh.
You wanna know this one meaning ? Or why life exist ? Or why are you here ?
Well it goes as this :
ATATATATATATATATATATATAWIWIWIWIWIWIWIWIWIWI BLLUUFFFFFVVVBBBBBB
zaki monzer 