I always said that i wish i could take pieces of my heart and give them to everyone i love
In fact i love alot
It might not be apparent for someone like my with such sarcastic behavior
But i think my heart is just outside my body into everyone and everything I’ve been through
And its been a major problem that sometimes and many times i can’t take it
I can’t take this much love
And this much people
And memories
And hopes to live with
With each one opening a new different alternate dimension to a sun
I can’t
And i dont know what to do with it
And how to use it
And how to show it
And if the world exists within me how can i live with it ?
But i change
There’s still a room for anxiety somewhere within me
But i accept all this
I accept that I’m a genuine lighthearted person
And that i hope for a best within the moment
I might not take this love anywhere or to anyone
And it won’t be remembered
But if it’s within me
I’ll let it stay within me
I’ll use this love to evolve and to transcend
If it ain’t making me a better person and I’m not using it effectively , for at last all i have is me and it , then it has no benefit
I’ll not say i want to be a better person
Or say I’ll show love
No put it in myself let it change me , let it get the hell out of me and let it make me someone worthy of holding it
And for sure , love itself will find a way to be shown on it’s own , it can’t be heard not spoken
Its a stranger
So love you stranger
zaki monzer 