We once went at 5 am swimming during my bday , i once ran during sunset with the wind and my ex best friend , we once sat up a small tower , i once walked with my ex and she gave me a rock , i used to meditate and the only matter was the hot sun , she once told me shell stay with me forever , or i guess asked me ,we used to leave college classes and go play , sometimes the whole class ,one time my friend cried there , my cousin once sat beside me and screamed , my besties once took me at the dark to gaze , i once just gazed at the waves and just thought ” this is life ” , now i just breath and i think im waves ,i cant count times i went alone , but i went alone at night and i thought ,that it really reminds me of how vast the world is and how much you can meet people and live things and yet it still all goes on , might be the place with my greatest memories although i forget about it .
I dont think id live a bday morning ever again like that
I dont know any certain thing about my ex besty rn
College closed
Some travelled away
I wished my ex a great bday yesterday and she just told me thanks
The rock lies in the drawer rn
All separated
I lived alot , and it hurts , i still go there alone , and no matter what passed , the sea still existed , these world still existed , i guess its only a time to connect to future things like i really wish to go back there again and live as much happy moments , although i know that someday ill stand there and the whole city will be destroyed because of me , after a long passed time since a battle at sunset occured and half of us will be dead , and someday id be expecting someone to return back to their “so called home” there after a galactic battle , someday ill go there and scream too and someday was no day.
Gib mir die hand
Ich bau dir ein schloss aus sand
Irgendwie , irgendwo , irgendwan…
zaki monzer 