Hello dear best friend , my dearest home , all the words I might type or feel you already know , but it’s better to say them all with myself too , you know that I really couldn’t find the time to pray for you today at all , but I mentioned you within myself repeatedly , I’m no longer feeling alone cause I’m sensing you feeling and being with me in whatever the situation and memory is , and I’m glad I’m gonna live forever with this , and I’m glad I’m getting closer to you , and to your compassion . Everyone might be tired , but I’m too alot , beyond my level , I’m still waiting for one single good thing that might happen to me , a single thing I deserve back , and still having patience even though I tried a lot , and gave so much time and feelings and beginnings , and care , I’m still looking for soul touching stuff , even if I’m still in the stage after loosing all hope, just one little thing only , I’m glad im seeing you, I’m glad I’m seeing your love , I’m glad things went this way , even if it’s going through hell , but yeah crazy ig , at the end , all I do is go back tired , down , lost , to you , and you understand me , you accept for whatever and whoever I am and what I do , may all the roads lead back to you , and all that I have are the tears dropping when I call you , I love you
Please help me it’s getting darker and …
zaki monzer 